Level: Intermediate
Topic: Crush On You
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This article is written especially for the girl I love. I have difficulty in picking up the phone and talking with her, so writing is all I can do to show how much I feel about her. Perhaps she will not care about what I wrote here, but I do care. Please let my feeling show.
She and I went to the same junior high school, but we didn't know each other yet. Just some months ago, I met her at a small junior-high class reunion party. We both didn't talk much, but I knew this girl is special from then on. The party eventually came to the end, and I thought as usual that we would not meet again. Nevertheless, I still added her as my FB friend, and that's all.
Until June, we met for the second time in a very special occasion- I mer her in the hospital. My grandma was sent to the hospital because of her kidney problem which leads to some kind of infection. I posted this bad news on my facebook, and she surprised me that she showed her concern for my grandma. Then I realized that she is the registered nurse in that hopital. My GOD!! I swear to God that having a wife whose career is extrememly respected (usually a matter of life and death) is what I've ever dreamed of, and I know it's the SIGN. My dream will come true!!!
Unfortunately, everything changed after my grandma got well and left hospital. The only way I can figure out how she is doing everyday is browse her facebook. I try to let her know I am always by her side, so I reply to her messages from time to time. At first, she did show some feedbacks to my replies. Gradually, her feedbacks were gone. Nothing more. My grandma keeps telling me that I must call her frequently. But I just can't do it. I am afraid of her indifference. I am not an idiot (and maybe I AM). She has posted a few messages on her wall these days, and I have been trying to be a loyal fan. It's frustrating to me that she said nothing to me at all. I feel like a dumb ass myself again.
Do I still feel something about her? Yes, I do. However, I decide to hide it. I love the girl, but I don't know if she feels the same way. The SIGN has vanished, and only God knows I am still waiting...ALL ALONE.
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